Hi Unome
Unless you are a literal Jew, you are not a lost sheep of the house of Israel. But we all are definitely lost sheep. Jews and gentiles are saved the same way, through the shed blood of Christ on Calvary. However, just as a male remains a male after conversion, a female remains a female, a person in bonds remains in bonds, so does a Jew remain a Jew and a gentile remains a gentile. The apostle Paul makes a distinction- the Jew, the gentile and the church of God.
And to the Jews, God made promises that He did not make to the church. The Jews have a glorious future though right now they are blinded. Read Romans 11 and see that by the gentiles coming to Christ, that that will promote the Jews to jealousy and in a coming day, they will look upon Him whom they have pierced and turn unto Him.
Too many books, too many religious sermons, too many self interpretations has rendered Christians of little power and a poor witness. We need to read the scriptures more and believe nothing unless backed up with clear scriptural backup.
But Unome, I admire your zeal. 





For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures;

15:4 And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:


For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

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